Late night

Late night writing that must come out so that I can fall asleep. A lot has been going on emotionally around me. Maybe its been since the death of my client's niece and her unborn baby? I feel that I am at this age where a lot of people I know are passing away and people are hurting and its all coming as a shock or Like a freak accident.
Tonight I was told about someone I know thru a friend that this boy passed away. I met him a few times at the salon because he was engaged to a girl from Onyx. He died Monday evening on route 311. His brother is in critical condition STILL and his family needs our prayers so much. I could not imagine losing 2 children in a matter of days if his brother does not make it in the hospital.
Steve and I were just discussing about HOW MUCH we love Ellie already and she is only 13 months old. But can we imagine how much we will love her when she is 10, 15 or even 25? The love we will invest into her over the years and we can not begin to feel nor understand what these parents are going through.
Makes you hug your child a little longer, kiss your husband a few more times that morning or call someone that has been hurting and make amends with them. WHEN IS YOUR TIME UP!??
Our time here on this earth should be spent with the ones who love us and who we love as well. To be with our families who have invested years of love into us and our children. To stay connected with one another. These sad tragic accidents only bring me closer to God and my family. But sometimes the "tragedy" in your life is something else.

Maybe I am just extra emotional tonight and feeling something in my heart but I know it's hurting. Hurting for many people, people whom I don't know personally. I guess it's a love pain. A momma pain. I just want more people to feel this ache then I believe people would change. This I believe could click on some many levels but I am now too tired to type more. I must pass out.